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Monday, March 06, 2006

drat!

single again.

oh well. you get that. and being terminally useless at relationships doesn't help much. i should be used to it.

she said that our lives were too different and she didn't see it working out in the long run. i don't see that. i just go with my emotions and make everything else fit. but if she doesn't want to be with me, then that's that. so i'll sulk for a while then try and get over it.

at least i know that i can still feel that way about a girl. my last few relationships ended in disaster (hey, i've got a perfect record, not one successful relationship) as i wasn't in love and tried to just to casual and relaxed and see if anything came out of it. with this girl it was totally the opposite. i knew right from the start that i was smitten. which means i should have also known it would stuff up.

oh well, i'm gonna get drunk, play computer games and feel sorry for myself.

eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow you may diet.

ps: frikken f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck! gro├čes Schei├čehaus

maybe i should rename this relationships101... cause i'm a fucking great example of what not to do. tim the toolman, lookout

usually i exorcise my demons by going for a surf, especially if the surf is a little big, but the surf was crap this arvo, and i hadn't found out yet anyway. but this friday is eastern creek. a great chance to clear the mind and scare the shit outta myself a few times. bring. it. on.

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