Thursday, November 17, 2005

it seems i am condemned to repeat past mistakes.

i've been feeling increasingly uncomfortable about being in a relationship, but it never seems to be the right time to talk about it. so i think that along with work stressing me out, i've been letting that stress me out as well.

so my girlfriend sms's me this morning asking if everything is ok, she's getting wierd vibes (not too surprisingly i spose). i'm at work so i don't have the time to drop everything and find her and talk it out, and i can't ignore the message or brush it off or say i'll talk about it later, cause all those things will make it worse. so i respond telling her i'm feeling uncomfortable etc... and i think i've just done the unpardonable sin of breaking up with someone via sms. BLEAH!

fucking thursdays. i've never been able to get the hang of them

things i should remember

1/ i am fucking hopeless at relationships. so don't inflict myself on anyone. ever

2/ when in sand, gas it up

3/ when faced with two evils, always choose the one you haven't tried before

4/ stay single

update: we caught up at lunch and had a talk. i feel better now, and i think she does too, but that stuff still stresses me out. i'm giving up on relationships

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