Thursday, February 10, 2005
i never can get the hang of thursdays.
for some reason thursdays are a bit of a minefield. so i'm just treading carefully, trying not to screw anything up. i need to come up with a name for thursdays. mondays are hangover days. wednesdays are hump days. trauma thursdays? screaming-heap thursdays? not really catchy.
and there's this girl. i'm trying (still, and unsuccessfully) to be cool, calm and collected. make no stupid moves, relax and be myself. well not my unco normal self that comes to the front whenever i'm interested in someone. but my relaxed and laid back self that cruises through life without a care (ok ok, without a clue)
but just looking in her eyes during casual conversation causes my brain to lock up. i know i can't multi task. walking and chewing gum at the same time is my limit. but looking in her eyes and thinking at the same time seems to be a problem.
breathe in, breathe out. repeat. (make fool of self, cringe, repeat...)
for some reason thursdays are a bit of a minefield. so i'm just treading carefully, trying not to screw anything up. i need to come up with a name for thursdays. mondays are hangover days. wednesdays are hump days. trauma thursdays? screaming-heap thursdays? not really catchy.
and there's this girl. i'm trying (still, and unsuccessfully) to be cool, calm and collected. make no stupid moves, relax and be myself. well not my unco normal self that comes to the front whenever i'm interested in someone. but my relaxed and laid back self that cruises through life without a care (ok ok, without a clue)
but just looking in her eyes during casual conversation causes my brain to lock up. i know i can't multi task. walking and chewing gum at the same time is my limit. but looking in her eyes and thinking at the same time seems to be a problem.
breathe in, breathe out. repeat. (make fool of self, cringe, repeat...)
