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Monday, August 16, 2004

monday the 16th


ok, i'm fucking amazed. friday the 13th none-the-less being a shit of a day, not quite as bad as thursday the 12th (fucking thursdays!) has been completely overshadowed by monday the 16th. can it be that because these days are normally quite painful that being in close proximity to friday the 13th has blown them out of all proportion? my mum even asked how my friday had been. she (no, not the cat's mother) usually won't remember that i don't drink tea or coffee (it's beer, water, coke, or now, redbull) but she remembers that friday the 13th's screw me up. since about 20 years ago.. i'm impressed. given that i turned up on the way home from work looking like something the dog had dragged in after the cat had hacked it up, maybe she had a bit of a clue.

i don't unload on my parents though. being the dysfunctional prick that i am, i am completely unable to confide in family when i am feeling really fucked up. (the family reading this will know this already - how fucked, reading this here eh?) i don't want answers, i know i've fucked up, and given the lack of a rewind button on my life, i've got to add it all to the list of shit that any less clueless prick would have known without having to experience it in order to learn it.

i think that i could only feel worse at this point if some prick were to hit me over the back of the head with a baseball bat. in fact i might even thank said batter, after, of course, running over him or her with my car a whole bunch of times. assuming that the fucking thing keeps working for that long.

highs, lows and then there's work. i must have been hitler's brother in a past life, or something else equally fucked up. not only am i completely inept, clumsy, and a clueless dumb fuck. but, as it turns out, i am an insensitive stupid cunt with less brains and/or insight, than a flock of rubber duckies floating on the pond at the sewerage treatment works. i have managed, yet again fuck it, to amaze myself by my stupidity, and cause pain and hurt to a strong, special, smart, sexy, totally with-it, yet unfortunately vulnerable at this exact frikken moment, lady

un-fucken-believable...

shoot me now

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